Sunday, May 17, 2009

How Shall I Proceed?

I am using a spread created by sapienza on Aecletic Tarot. It should help explain why I feel like I am already plateauing out on my workouts and what I can do about it. (Vapid, I know! But this is my mode de jour, if you will...)

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for someone who felt "stuck."

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1.............

1. Where am I now?
2. What is keeping me here?
3. How can I get moving?


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10 of Pentacles for "Where am I now?" says that I am doing what I can with what I have, for now. It is a maxed out card. Not only is it Earth-based, elementally, but it is the highest number in the minor squence that I can get. This suggests that it is only a mental things for me that I have platueaed. I am currently beginning to handle more weights the more I go. It has only been three weeks. The idea of patience is not only here, because of the influence of The Wheel, but in the next position, where The Wheel actually shows up!

The Wheel of Fortune for "What is keeping me here?" is the idea of the act of waiting. Perhaps it is the patience that I have with myself that is preventing me from going any further? There is a fine line between patience and procrastination. How fast does the wheel go? Should I make it spin faster? Can I make it spin faster? Last week, Zorian commented that I need to listen to the body---svardharma. In order to help with this I created a workout plan to guide me day-by-day. More detail is needed to help me remember what I did on what day. Not only does the influence of the 1oth House (Ruled by Virgo) suggest a careful accountability as I proceed but also the segments, arcs and degrees of The Wheel.

6 of Pentacles, another very physical Earth card, for "How can I get moving?" reminds me that physically I am in the Tiferet stage of my life. According to A Kabbalistic Universe, by Z'ev ben Halevi, this is a stage "when the individual is organically fully grown and all his physical potential is seen." He goes on to say, "This occurs between the ages of about thirty and forty [135-136]." As I enter my middle years, the Jupiter and Mars stage, it is only fitting that my intuition guide me into not only a new, more physcial career, but also into a more fitting healthy lifestyle than that of a sedentary elementary school teacher.

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